“You need to start paying rent.”
Those
were the first words Dad said to me as I walked through the threshold. I hadn’t been home in over two
months. Rent?
I
never knew what a grudge was until that moment.
It corroded inside of me for more than a year.
Rent.
But
then I remembered:
I
was in an aisle seat leaning over the stranger who was asleep next to me. We were uncomfortably close, but I had to see out the window. The bay became bigger and bigger. I swore I could smell the ocean through the
glass. A tear rolled down my cheek.
I
walked down the terminal, rolling my luggage behind me. As I rode down the escalator I saw him. I walked up to him the way I did that time I
broke the window with a rock when I was seven; I wasn’t sure how he was going
to react. He gave me a warm hug and
whispered, “I love you, son.”
It was good to be home.
A lot of emotion comes out in this post. Reminds me of the relationship I have with my Mom.
ReplyDeleteLove the brevity of this piece and the handling of three different layers of time. Well done!
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